This has been the fastest acting years of my life. From December 2017 to right now December 2020, I have done the absolute most.
Saturn in Capricorn very much focused on the rules, but even I know they’re meant to be broken.
Although my Saturn return is approaching in Aquarius, let’s start by explaining all the gifts you gave me during this time
You gave me accurate and working treatment for my Multiple Sclerosis. The Ocrevus treatment did wonders for me in every which way.
You gave me a sense of peace to watch the PATRIOTS LOSE TO THE MF EAGLES...I’m a Baltimore Raven’s fan. 😂
You gave me the best job I could’ve asked for at the time back in NJ to give me the strength to get on my own 2 feet.
You gave me my family I was estranged from for years.
You gave me my husband💛🖤
You gave me the move out of NJ.
You gave me the opportunity to work for a fabulous firm for a little bit.
You brought me back to my craft and gave me the opportunity to work solely on building that as well.
You brought me back to me, unapologetically.
But you gave me a run for my money to teach me a lesson:
You took away 2 key family members in order to balance out MY family. Yes, it woke me up to stop fucking with my life, but it left marks on my heart I can’t bear still. The lesson behind this was, both of them lived a full life...one at 26 & one at 53.
You gave me a new family dynamic....that makes me appreciate my family, especially my parents, so much more. Being married into a family you don’t fit into because their mold is....selective. It sucks. I go against ever grain because I don’t conform. The lesson here was to see how great my parents done in their adversities, but definitely raised me right.
You taught me to let go because holding onto people who won’t change and treat you like shit when all you want to do is live right was only hurting me in the long run.
You taught me to find my voice again. If I have to say it, ima say it right. Hurting feelings to do what’s right for me is part of life.
So Saturn in Capricorn, I say goodbye to you!