As I sit here on my porch, someone without children, the more and more these occurrences happen, the less and less my journey trying to conceive becomes….important. It is actually what I feel like is time to call it quits. With mothers mourning the loss of their children to racism, hatred, violence, and at the hands of a negligent City/Town, State, and Federal government, what is the point of trying to create a better future when the future I can clearly see is….uncertain?

Sending prayers, advocating, protesting, no one is listening. Save the babies, but the children living are dying…how is any of this…pro-life? How is any of this pro-choice? How much more…?