I really don’t know what to write here. It’s not that I can’t write. I feel the need to type.

I feel lonely. I feel scared. I feel lost in translation.

I feel stuck, confused, and nothing seems to make sense.

I am trying to find the lessons I am supposed to learn and master them, but the road blocks have kept me down.

I am downsizing.

But, in a weird sense, I feel responsibility lifted from my shoulders to do better, to push myself harder, to make the time count.

I just hope to see some closure come soon.