Hey everyone,
Today’s blog on this beautiful Sunday morning is about the things we face within ourselves that we come to face.
These were my personal battles this year of 2026.
I’ve allowed the idea of true and real friendships in the Santa Muerte community specifically to grow & bear teeth inside and in front of me.
Betrayal is the unresolved pain I have to face head on consistently as it circles my mind, in real waking life and in the online space.
Although I don’t personally feel like I am fighting something outside of myself, which is way out of my control, I am wrestling with something I’ve refused to heal within which is holding mine & everyone’s ghosts of the past hostages.
The parts of my past that are still trying to consume me in the present are my own ideas around motherhood, friendships, marriage and how they all do matter as I proceed forward in my life because my ideas and needs around them are specific.
I have also mistaken some of my survival instincts for spiritual strength in order to overcome slander and libel this year.
If I stopped running from the things that need my TRUE attention, I believe I would be more diplomatically prepared to move on without grieving people, relationships, and everything else that has pushed me to my limits.
Now, at the end of the day, a lot of the things we go through cannot consume us to the point where it holds power over us. A lot of times, these are invitations to look inside ourselves, cut where we need to, and reclaim the peace we’ve allowed fear to take from us.
XOXO,
Alexx
